Tuesday, May 4, 2010

one year old...

My precious Soul. You have made my life so much more than I ever dreamed possible. You are a beautiful, precious, warm, sweet, funny, adorable soul and I am so very lucky to be able to be your mother. My greatest wish is that you grow up knowing how very loved you are and knowing I will always be there for you, loving you unconditionally, being amazed I am allowed to be your mama. Your brother and Aunt love you dearly as well. Thank you so much for finally getting here.

I cannot believe she is one year old. I already knew time flew when you had a child because it has with Bliss.


Infertility, secondary infertility to be exact had this way of putting everything in my life on hold, for over three years. And in this weird way it slowed time to this molasses rate that just went on and on and on.

So now that she is here, and she is my second child, and she was so hard fought, there is this exponential rate of time speed I cannot even begin to calculate. It is frightening how fast it is going.

She had a lovely birthday, and we were all very present for it. And her brother, my Bliss, wow he is just so amazing with her. Hopefully soon the damn high speed will finally be here and I can upload some movies of them playing because they truly are so adorable.

Soul is 29 inches tall and 19.4 pounds at a year. Just a little shorter than Bliss was but over 10 pounds lighter. WOW what a difference!

But for now these will have to do.


Neenie said...

Happy first birthdy beautiful :)
Can you BELIEVE it Bleu???
I have no words for you because you know how it feels. It flies by like high speed (which you DONT have yet WTFFFF) and you have to snap 100 pictures a day to remember. She is just an angel :)

battynurse said...

Happy Birthday Soul!!!

MrsSpock said...

It seems once a child is here, time speeds up so much. I can't believe J will turn 2 on next Tuesday.

Happy 1st Soul!

Billy said...

Happy Birthday Soul :-).

Suzy said...

Happy First Birthday Soul!
Its incredible how time speeds up once you have children. Enjoy every moment with her, she is a precious beauty :)

Shannon said...

Happy birthday Soul!

And my, you all make one beautiful family!

sacredandscarred said...

Happy birthday Soul!

CJ said...

The time always flies by too quickly! She is beautiful!